Hey everyone!
I’ve been gone for what seems to be forever from my blog. That’s what happens when you suddenly get a significant other and midterms creep up on you. I don’t know where March went. It’s like I napped straight through the month.
This week I finished most of my midterms and came to the realization that I definitely need a break from school. Summer vacation couldn’t come fast enough. I ended up going out a lot this past week with my SO to a local park for walks which have semi-helped with my depressive episodes. I’m trying my best to overcome those challenges, but unfortunately they come at the most random times at night.
The good news is that I’m going to a pole dancing class tomorrow with one of my best friends. Yes, a pole dancing class. I have healthy respect for sex workers, and I’ve always wanted to try pole dancing. Tomorrow is either going to be the time of my life or a disaster. Depending on whether or not I have the strength to hold onto the pole or not.
Speaking of my health, I’ve somehow lost about six pounds from the last time I weighed myself. I’m not sure where the pounds disappeared from, but I am not happy about it. I’m a petite woman already. I can’t be losing any more weight. I’m trying to decide if I want to gain more weight or muscle as a result. I’m leaning more towards muscle, however I do not like weight lifting in public. It makes me feel insecure. If anyone has an gym tips, leave a comment down below because I’d need all the help I can get in deciding whether or not to start going to one regularly.